Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Tentang Timbal Balik

Ingin tahu..
Bagaimana seseorang bisa menikmati hidup dengan 'just take it easy'.
Karena saya terkadang jenuh, mungkin saya terlalu memaksakan apa yang saya mau, tentang apa yang 'sewajarnya' saya dapatkan.
Saya egois karena selalu mengharapkan timbal balik untuk apa yang telah saya lakukan dan usahakan.

Hmm. Tapi saya rasa, hampir semua orang juga 'egois' seperti saya?


Wednesday, May 18, 2011

..Crying is OK here..

dear heart, please be calm. please don't beat too fast like this. my body's shaking. i'm sick. :(


Friday, May 6, 2011

If Taylor Swift goes Back to December, can I go back to March?

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time




Thursday, May 5, 2011

Karena Aku "Data Pencilan"

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♀ : "Cewek-cewek idamanmu.. Hebat-hebat. Yang kuliah di teknik lah, yang calon dokter, yang ahli statistik.. Sekarang seleramu menurun. Seleramu rendah. Aku. Aku ini apa dibanding mereka? Ah kamu payah!"
♂ : (tersenyum) "Iya, ada yang kuliah ekonomi juga." (terbahak)
♀ : "See? Semuanya terlihat bersinar, they're all super women! Miris ya, seleramu benar-benar menurun! Prihatin!"
♂ : (masih tertawa) "Hmm. Iya ya, memprihatinkan. Hahaha."
♀ : (mendengus) "Nah. Makanya cari aja lagi. Yang dokter tuh!"
♂ : "Aku nggak mau."
♀ : "Kenapa?? Aku kan cuma data pencilan di hidupmu. Carilah yang setara mereka, gadis-gadis idamanmu!"
♂ : "Kamu. Kamu data pencilan, tapi yang di atas, tinggi.."

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-semoga memang begitu-